It’s like drowning but you just won’t fucking die.
"If you feel discouraged that there’s a lack of color here, please don’t worry lover- it’s really bursting at the seams for absorbing everything. The spectrum’s a to z. This is fact not fiction for the first time in years. All the girls in every girlie magazine can’t make me feel any less alone, I’m reaching for the phone to call at 7:03 and on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home. But i know it’s too late, I should have given you a reason to stay"
Death Cab for Cutie, A Lack of Color